The Name of the Game

just listen to the lyrics ... they fit almost perfectly to what's been going on in my mind lately ...
except for the whole father angle from the movie of course :)

Köln

for all of you that keep complaining that I don't post enough pics, here are a few from köln ... they were taken with my cell, but they're still amazing ... nothing special, but at least they are pics ... maybe I'll post some more fun ones when I get the photos from other people ... just don't hold your breath :D

home ...

Response/Ability

the game we play
is let's pretend
and pretend
we're not
pretending

we choose to
forget
who we are
and then forget
that we’ve
forgotten

who are we really?

the center
that watches
and runs the show
that can choose
which way
it will go

the I AM
consciousness
that powerful
loving perfect
reflection
of the cosmos

but in our attempt
to cope with
early situations
we chose or were
hypnotized into
a passive position

to avoid
punishment
or the loss of love
we chose to deny
our
response/ability
pretending that

things just
happened
or that we were
being controlled
taken over

we put ourselves
down
and have become
used to this
masochistic
posture
this weakness
this indecisiveness

but we are
in reality
free
a center
of cosmic energy

your will
is your power

don’t pretend
you don’t have it

or you won’t

Bernard Gunther

BIRIBI WO SORO

"Say"

Take all of your wasted honor

Every little past frustration
Take all of your so-called problems,
Better put 'em in quotations

Say what you need to say

Walking like a one man army
Fighting with the shadows in your head
Living out the same old moment
Knowing you'd be better off instead,
If you could only . . .

Say what you need to say

Have no fear for giving in
Have no fear for giving over
You'd better know that in the end
Its better to say too much
Then never say what you need to say again

Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open

Say what you need to say

John Mayer - Say

Time is fleeting ... Seize every opportunity ...
Fight for what you want!

How?